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这年头 老外找工作也很难

 
 
 
 
                        he was a professor in korea in ptu, now a phd student/teaching in us
                 
                        
 
 
 
 
                          
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

夜游

 
 
 
 
                           【NOV 13TH】,好不容易,有一人没来成,路上碰见教授,清溪川撩水, 你照相技术差
                           到可以。水钻耳钉,闪的期期艾艾,夜如白昼,忘乎所以,腾给我1平米冷空气,不现实主
                           义,2000cc,你在尽头,批发,廉价的笑脸,扯着嗓子砍价。电话你不回,头痛天旋地转。
                           定食,催眠,凌晨5点。SUK, 想到上次跟你来时,美不胜收。
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
                                 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
                                                
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
                  
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
  
 
                                                  
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
                                          
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
                                                               
                                                     
                                              
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
                                            
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

落叶知秋。凉气堪比冬。


                                 
 
 
 
                                     I'm the kind of girl,who lives only for today
                                     but I think it's o.k. to be myself
                                     Especially when you're not around
                                     I need someone to hold
                                     I know how to have fun
 
                    
 
 
 
 
 
 
                           戒掉那个有人暖手的冬天
 
 
 
                         
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

疯了

 
 
 
    实在是对中秋没有什么特别的感觉 记忆中从上高中开始就没有真真正正的过过中秋了 今年本来也打算偷偷地跟着时间溜走 但是大家总是要造出一种过节的气氛 搞得宿舍里凄凄凉凉的 很闷 于是和朋友两个人坐了一个多小时的车 跑到汉江边 再做两个小时的地铁折腾回来 只为了呼吸五分钟江边冷冷的风
 
 
 
 
 
 

睡觉去

 
 
 
                                                                             闭目 可以养神
                                                                             闭耳 可以除烦
                                                                             闭口 可以免祸
 
                                                                             이번엔 조용히 가만있을게.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

바보야

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
                                      바보 같은 내가 한심스럽지?
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

다 까 먹었어

 
 
 
 
                                    说出来的话就像放出来的屁
                                    想不承认很容易
 
                                    鸟为食亡
                                    女为悦己者容 士为知己者死
                                    来生还是做一朵云 即使她很留恋滴落的每一颗泪珠
                                    大家都互相忘记了
 
 
 
 
                                   
                                          

减肥!!!!!!!!!

 

 

                               SEP 8TH     火曜日

 

 

 

                                            再吃就太对不起自己了   十天不吃肉 没啥了不起! 

 

       희원이给的打气香蕉////////我们一起减肥吧~

 

 

 

 

 

the big finale

 
 
                                                                                      R    U     HAPPY
 
 
 
                                                                          I      MISS     U
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

小问题 大事件

 
 
 
 
 
 
                 1 跟一不算太熟的韩国人全家n口人出去吃饭 感觉很诡异
 
 
                 2 开学前赶紧瘦点儿才是正经事
 
 
                 3 【RELAPSE】终于有时间完完整整听了
 
 
 
 
                        
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

一个人 安静的过一阵子

 
 
 
 
 
                     克林顿访朝
                     双龙一天到晚抗议个不停
                     日照滴沥沥地下雨
 
                     统统不关己事 待小女伸伸懒腰先
 
                     终于有一天她明白
                     她一直在做的那些事儿
                     有的是别人希望她做的
                     有的是不得不做的
                     有的是带着委屈做的
                     像午后的光线
                     由不得睁开眼睛
 
                     韩国还是那么热
                     回来还是一样
                     只是偶尔夜里刮点小风
                     不经意间流出物是人非
 
                     她知道
                     这所有的一切无关金钱无关是非无关豪言壮语
                     只需要老老实实呆着
                     看看书 背背单词儿 打打工
                     然后 新学期开始了
 
 
                     晚安,。
 
 
                    

Better On the Otherside(Tribute To MJ)

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
[Diddy talking/Mario Winans background vocals]
I remember the first time i seen you moonwalk,
I believed I could do anything,
you made the world dance,
you made the music come to life

[Chris Brown - Chorus]
This the type of song that make the angels cry,
i look up in the sky and i wonder why?
why you had to go, go
I know its better on the other side,
you were chosen from the sky
never gon let you go, (The king, woah! - Polow da Don)

[The Game]
Who’s Michael Jackson,
Your Michael Jackson,
I’m Michael Jackson,
We all Michael Jackson,
I guess what I’m asking is everybody bow their head for a legend don’t breathe for a second,
now let the air out, grab the hand of somebody you care about,
so you can hear my message, my confession,
someone tell Usher, i seen the moonwalk, i guess the young thriller touched him, like he touched me, like he touched you,
so carry on his legacy, something i must do, so i trust you lighting candles, concrete visuals, me and my brothers listen to jackson 5 in the living room,
first thing i did when i heard was call puff,
cos him and Mike tried to stop the beef between us,
who was us? Me and fifty, that beef is dead, him and Mike Jackson gonna take us to the ledge.

[Chorus]

As I’m pouring out this liquor candles start to flicker,
when list (?) my air ones, MJ was my nigger.
Not the one that play ball, the one with the hollywood star,
and since i’m a hollywood star im gonna tell you my story,
never had a family that close, never see Barry Gordy walking through interscope,
just like me they always had Mike in a scope,
no matter what you say,
i’m gonna love him and he’s still dope,
let me take you back to 85 when i was in a zone, dancing for my momma thriller jacket with all the zippers on,
now i’m doing 90 bout to crash in this Aston,
listening to Outkast, I’m sorry Mrs Jackson
anything i can ever do to better you your son was our king so we wont Corretta you,
I’m writing this letter to all the Jackson kids, we all Jackson kids, time to let us through.

[Chorus w. Usher/Mario Winan background vocals]

[Diddy talking w. Mario Winan vocals]
People can say what they want to say about you,
but we gon' remember the miracles that you showed us,
Through your music, through your dance, through your
you were the one that made us all realise,
that we are the world,
you are the one that showed us we can moonwalk,
you gave us the beat, you gave us the rythm,
you gave us the soul,
through us your legacy lives,
we can't stop now, we wont stop now,
Mike Jackson

[Outro - Boys II Men]
This the kind of song to make the angels cry
look up in the sky, ask God why,
why, why, do we live and let it die
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

流乐园

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
                                                     
 
 
                                                              哑巴叔叔
                                                              自己一个人时不时来店里
                                                              两瓶烧酒 一个基本一人份的生鱼片
                                                              用纸笔和手势和料理师聊上一晚
 
                              
                                                              我说了 我从未觉得自己过得很辛苦很有压力
                                                              只不过偶尔 会有做什么事都力不从心的感觉
                                                              狠狠地用心地生活却不被生活所认知的力不从心
                               
                                                              目标渺小 期待渺小 越来越不靠谱
                                                              想回家了 空气也整天闷闷的
 
 
 
 
 
 
                               
 
 

어디가 끝일까

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
                                           
  
                                                가끔은 부담없이 큰 소리로 욕하고 싶다
 
                                                가끔은 미쳐지고 싶다
 
                                                가끔은 화장실로 피하기 필요없이 울고 싶다
 
                                                가끔은 다른 삶 한가지를 바꾸고 살고 싶다
 
                                                가끔은 어디론가 멀리 떠나 버리고 싶다
 
                                                가끔은 이런 가끔이란 있다
 
 
 
 
 
 

故 盧武鉉 前 大統領 遺書

 
 
 
                                  너무 많은 사람들에게 신세를 졌다.
                                  나로 말미암아 여러 사람이 받은 고통이 너무 크다.
                                  앞으로 받을 고통도 헤아릴 수가 없다.

                                  여생도 남에게 짐이 될 일 밖에 없다.
                                  건강이 좋지 않아서 아무 것도 할 수가 없다.
                                  책을 읽을 수도 글을 쓸 수도 없다.

                                  너무 슬퍼하지 마라.
                                  삶과 죽음이 모두 자연의 한 조각 아니겠는가?
                                  미안해하지 마라.
                                  누구도 원망하지 마라.
                                  운명이다.
                                  화장해라.
                                  그리고 집 가까운 곳에 아주 작은 비석 하나만 남겨라.

                                  오래된 생각이다.

 

 

                                   受惠于很多人

                                   卻亦是終究在最後給很多人帶來了痛苦 

                                   以後的痛苦想必也是無力承受的

                                  

                                   餘生也只能成為別人的累贅

                                   身體不好 所以什麽事情也沒辦法做了
                                   
                                   書也不能讀 字也不能寫
 
                                  
                                   不要太傷心吧
 
                                   生和死 不都會成為是自然的一個碎片嗎             
 
                                   也不要說對不起
 
                                   這就是命運
 
                                   把我火葬了吧
 
                                   然後在離家比較近的地方豎個小石碑
 
                                   這就是我一直以來的願望了
 
                                                                                       
 
                              
                                  
                                   

5.20

        
 
 
 
 
 
 
               가는 중
   
 
 
 
 
 
 
                       闷闷的天
 
 
 
 
          平均水深14米   不知道我跳下去能不能游到对岸。。。
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
香港的船   “大平”居然让我念成太平了 丢人 我们班两个韩国男生也跟着我念错 孝忠哥还在后面说 那个明明是DA PING啊 你怎么念TAI PING  真是误人子弟
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
잘 생겼당~^^         사진은 별루지만.......JAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJA
 
 
 
 
车的名字 还是什么的????不知道
 
 
 
 
 
京平物流仓库的温度  这里放着:各种牛饲料,POWER的原料火山岩 砖头,各种轻金属      让人窒息的味道
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

22일 아침 송덕사

                                    

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

                                     

 

 

 

                                      

 

 

    

                                    

 

 

 

        凡所有相,皆是虛妄

        一切有為法,如夢幻泡影,如露亦如電,應作如是觀

 

 

 

喘不過氣的生活

 
 
 
 
     MAY 13TH  0:00 AM  水曜日
 
                                                    I'M THE HEX !!!!
 
 
 
 
 
                       天一直陰到下午4點
                       我的腰也幾乎痛了一整個白天
                       課上到一半跑回來窩在床上
                       幸虧有찜질백 哈哈
                       下午四點實在是忍不住了
                       把MSN簽名檔改成
                       太陽求求你快点出来吧
                       过了三分钟太阳真的出来了哎
                       腰也立刻不痛了
                       我就是这么神奇 哈
                       下次想工作好了
                       老天快点给我一个舒服的工作吧~
 
 
 
 
       這個可以放到微波爐裡加熱  也可以放到冰箱里 非常好用 不知道中國有沒有賣
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
  MAY 11TH    月曜日  11:00 PM
 
                     
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
                        暖暖的可愛的陽光 夏天來了
 
                   
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
                         
 
 
 
 
 
                                    CAFE裏面無聊的自拍  臉越來越大餅
 
 
                             
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
            MAY 5TH   2009       水曜日   8:50 am
 
 
                  最近幾天
                  害怕晚上睡覺
                  因為害怕凌晨醒來的時候
                  腰很痛
                  痛到流淚
                  如果遇到陰天
                  就更加痛
                  還好
                  今天一覺睡到天亮
                  沒有疼痛
                  睜開眼是可愛的陽光
 
                  真是美好的開始
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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      占地方吐個泡泡先                                       
 
 
 

BUDDY BUDDY

 
 
     日曜日   2:50 PM
 
                      下雪了 心情很好 頭很痛     
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
                   
                    这个学期真的是乖得不得了 这里也难得来一趟了 难怪老板会问君 那个女生呢.....  失败
                    半个学期过去了 忙碌才是冲散阴霾的最好办法
                    姐姐 我原谅你了 同时也是原谅我自己
                    下半学期要做的事情更多
                    韩国语 英语 专业课 工作
                    最重要的是 要做单纯的自己
                    用简单的心 单纯的生活
                    难道我头脑真的很复杂? 乱。。。
                    重新把签名档改回来吧 回归原始 回归 再回归,,,
                    宠辱不惊 无欲则刚
 
 
                           
                           
 
 
 
 
 
                                                               YUME,頑張れ。
                                                                         
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
                                                                                               
    

赶快考完